I don’t wish me on anybody dude I’m literally unbearable
Lately, I cry when I wake up. Not because I only slept an hour or I was to unmotivated to attempt my homework last night. Not because I skipped shower day again or felt to heavy to even try leaving my bed today. Not because I haven’t left the house in weeks or mindlessly stared at a wall for three hours because it was easier than being a person that day. I cry because I wake up to fight a losing battle. I cry because the only thing I can do for myself is lay in my bed and hope that with more time all my broken pieces will just fit back together like they usually do. I cry because I have given power to the enemy by branding my brain with “this will never be easy”, “this will never get better”, “this will never be cured” and believing it. I’m so god damn tired. I don’t want to fight for myself, with myself, by myself anymore. I want it all to stop. I just need it all to stop.
(via toastbutteregg)
u know that feeling deep in your tummy where u just dont feel comfy and u feel sad and sort of want to cry but not about anything specific its like your entire body is just upset and unnerved all the way to the core almost like ur just longing for something but dont know what
(via we-all-wantt-lovee)
(via alreadygonealreadydead)
me: I’m doing pretty well, I feel pretty good
me ten minutes later: not once in my life have I ever been ok
(via take-a-look-into-my-life)
*gets hit with feelings i thought i was over with* mmm i see that we’re recycling now
(via egberts)

